a clean break | hangeng-centric, hangeng/ heechul | PG-13 | angst

notes: I wrote this during french ;_;

The confines of society separate two fated lovers, and Hangeng reflects on his feelings.

( He needed a way out. A clean break. No reason, no prior notice. )

somehow, you remain | heechul-centric | PG-13 | drabble-like

the heechul-henry kiss in heechul's pov, hanchul-style (:

this is really late hahahaha but it's been written for quite some time.

( Their lips brush with electrifying intensity- or do they? )

a kyuwook moment! | kyuhyun/ ryeowook | PG-13 
dedicated to CATHY LEE! @catbatELF :D for being such an awesome friend/ junior/ teammate/ ELF.
sorry if it's weird HEHEHEHEE.

can't think of a good summary cos it's just some random scribblings :D

AND I AM OBSESSED WITH KYU OBSESSING OVER STARCRAFT. :D 

( “What’s wrong, kyu? Did Heechul-hyung make you cry?” soothes Ryeowook, his fingers gently caressing the top of Kyuhyun’s head. I’m beginning to seem like Leeteuk-hyung, he muses silently. )

love triumphs all (one-shot)
fluffy angst xD
hankyung/ heechul, !ninjakyuteuk
inspired by heechul fiddling with hankyung's album on youngstreet!

sometimes, hearing the other's voice is all the affirmation one needs. 

FIRST FANFIC. kudos to mina/sophia/lisha for their much-needed help^^ + sorry for the SUPER CHEESY TITLE IDK WHAT TO WRITE.

( Then, on a sudden whim, he takes out his cellphone and painstakingly dials the number of the person in mind. Stupid area codes, thinks Kyuhyun. )

My hanchul fanfic is complete.
Mina's beta-ing it now. ^^
I am proud of myself for writing hanchul and not doing homework.
Two days of krazy fun and a FUNFAIR before yog opening ceremony then the start of our yog ballpicking duties ^^

PLUS CATHY LEE BOUGHT LEETEUK MERCH FOR ME OMG I HEART YOU CATHY!! 

Sigh ): #Lucifer3rdWin and #SHINeeInkifer ): makes me miss suju so much. CONGRATS SHINEE (: YOU DESERVED TO WIN. 
I still miss suju though. Reading this whole strand of hanchul fanfics made me realize that HANGENG AND HANCHUL BELONG TOGETHER FOREVER SO THEY SHOULD NEVER BE SEPARATED. It's quite impossible for hangeng to go back to suju. I'm proud that he's made it solo^^ But sometimes I still wish that he never left. For heechul's sake, maybe? 
Ok this is weird but I'm actually posting about kpop. I think six months ago I would've never thought of doing so :x HAHAHA the federer-crazy days. I think Sorry, Sorry was the only kpop album I had in my itouch then. Meaning I listened to suju but was never really interested in them.. until like a few weeks ago? HAHA. It sorta helped me overcome the post-yogvenueexercice depression phase thing. Right before block tests! And a good thing, too. I'm finishing up The Last Song! Started reading before block tests but I didn't read much cos I kinda lost interest.. And I need to start doing teachers' day concert script + my la assignment! HERstory. I am absolutely clueless as to how to even start writing :\ I NEED to start writing something. Rants/ fanfics/ musings anything. I don't wanna lose that writing streak thing :\ HAHAHA I am not confident of writing suju fics. Yet. Cos I think I'm still pretty new to the fandom? :\ Don't think I can sufficiently portray the emotions etc etc. + I am not committed. At all. Once yog starts I think every single day'll be frantic cos we'll be missing so much school and there'll be so much work to catch up on. PLUS END-OF-YEARS ARE LOOMING AROUND THE CORNER. RIGHT AFTER BLOCKS. ): 
Life never fails to torture me T.T
But at least there's SUJU. ^^ 

 I HAVEN'T POSTED IN AGES THIS BLOG IS DEAD I HAVE MOVED TO TUMBLR AT HAMSTERSQUEAK.TUMBLR.COM AND I LOVE TWITTER. @hamstersqueak ^^

I AM IN LOVE WITH TEUKIE OPPA^^

SUJU JJANG!

THIS ACCOUNT SHALL BE USED FOR
1. FINDING SUJU ICONS
2. READING HANCHUL/ KYUTEUK/ KANGTEUK + ANY OTHER SUJU PAIRING FANFICS!!!!!

YAYYYYY BLOCKS ARE OVER! *REJOICE* BUT I ABSOLUTELY DO NOT WANNA GET BACK ANY PAPERS COS I SCREWED UP REAL BAD. ESPECIALLY MATH AND CHEM WHICH WERE KILLER. 

I think I am over federer ): I still love feddy a lot! But I haven't uh actually read anything tennis-related recently..

Why is teukie so sad ): ): at least federer is happy HAHAHAA. Hope he wins us open! :D and the ferrari thing :\ aiyah jiayou alonso! HWAITING!

k bye~ I shall go find more leeteuk stuff and fangurl~

I don't feel like blogging about obs, though it really really really changed my life. I miss junko and ahma and mommy D: and it'll probably show up on google search HAHA not that i'm implying anything ;P I am a stalkerrrr like Shanna. Woke up later today cos I was hurting so much. Rashes D: I will never forget obs heh. Cried hard during graduation. Stupid mommy told us such a sad story and kept saying that obs was just a dream, and our real obs journey starts from after camp ends. Which is untrue D: Still stuck in this weird transition from obs to real life. Have to start on work though (: Beverly told me to just keep the memories but memories are just fragments of the past. People forget, but I hope Junko doesn't. Everything we did together, the tent pitching, inverse tower stuff, belaying, kayaking, trekking and so many other memorable activities- I want to relive everything again, but it's simply not possible. There should be Outward Bound Sabah next year for GCP but I don't think I'll go for that cos after all, the instructors are gonna be different. I don't think anyone will understand who/what I'm referring to in this post so HEHEHEHE :D  OMGGGG I CAN WATCH THE LIVE STREAMING OF HIT FOR HAITI! FEDERER! AH! AH! AH!

It felt like everything happened again, except that it wasn't to me. I'm not making any sense at all, but thanks for telling me. I'm not sure if everyone knows about it, but I'm glad you trusted me enough to tell me. Sorry I couldn't give a decent explanation yesterday. I guess I was tired of talking about it. And I'm not gonna think about what's happening now. Nothing's happening anymore. I guess we all gotta move on. I've learnt my lesson, so maybe it's time for me to let go again this time. I can't ever keep promises to myself cos I'll just end up breaking them. I thought I couldn't live without you, cos I just couldn't stop trying. Every time it seems when I start to succeed, I'll get bak to square one again. And that other player has always moved forward, never back, and I'm beginning to think that I'll never pass her or even reach the finish. Maybe it's cos I'm playing the wrong game. But it's hard to quit.

Watch 10 ftw! Zhiping's in my watch, gaoge too! We're gonna have so much fun at OBS heh (: Ping's my kayaking partner. I'm totally psyched HAHA. The Singapore women tennis players came for SIL todayyy. UBER COOL. :D they answered many questions and rallied for a while :D Sorry i am totally not in the mood for blogging or whatev. (: I NEEDA PACK FOR OBS. SOLID FUELS?! HEHEHEHEHEHE.